Why do we hesitate and hold back instead of taking a chance to talk and open up? We reach out then stop; an avalanche of words held back by a breath of doubt, a reluctant pause of uncertainty. For with the tumble of words comes the unstoppable rush of emotions, the release of which leaves us vulnerable and weak. We long to share the burdens we carry, to have their weight slowly eased from our back and replaced by a gentle, calming hand.
Perhaps we are practiced in the art of selflessness, and so we chose to take on the burdens of others before acknowledging our own. Or maybe we have taken that first cautious step toward trusting another, but stumbled when their back was turned. We search for trust, but are sometimes blinded by deceit. Whatever the reason, it is a daunting endeavor for those of us who struggle often with this.
If you are holding on to your own set of troubles, unable to find the right time or person to share them with, please know that you are not alone. Many of us feel this way. And if you are someone who sees the flicker of hesitation in the eyes of the person next to you, consider asking them to share with you. We all worry that we will inconvenience one another with our problems, but if we each take turns holding out our hands, we can share the weight together so that no one feels that they should struggle alone.